calz0ne:

I want to look you in the eyes and ask you why. I want to know how you could tell me so many things, confide in me and likewise let me confide in you, only to drop off the face of the little world I live in. I want to know why, I want to hear your justification and I want to know what I did for you to act so cruelly. Besides being human. What a pitiful excuse, one I made up for you. I want to beat my fists against your chest and show you where it hurt in mine. I want you to know that you caused me to rot from the inside out and the only thing that saved me was that you weren’t the first one who did it to me. I want you to realize that it was unforgivable. I want you to feel guilty and I want you to be genuine again. I want you to come back because we both know I’d forgive you anyway.

I want you raw and true and honest because I know I’ll never have it that way again.